Life has been topsy turvy.
I thought I was slowly spiralling down into depression all over again - there was a slight inkling that I was heading into that decision.
But God is great and gracious, I know in times of need He will not forsake me. I also know that He wont put me through anything we cannot handle.
It has been a tough couple of weeks, but its okay. Slowly but surely. Thjngs are working out.
But apart from all that, there is major good news.
I'm officially joining the ranks of Awan! Got accepted to fly long haul, which means I start training in October! It's faster than I anticipated but I'm glad.
And to think ... I thought my 30th birthday was going to be tge worst one yet, but with this in tow, and if I'm counting the days right, I'd be celebrating it in the air, with a new company, in a new aircraft type, with new colleagues.
I was reluctant at first to join, because it meant having to start all over again, having to play the part of the newbie all over again, having to go through exams all over again. But..... i thought - hey, what's better than to celebrate being thirty with a new challenge?
I used to shy away from challenges, dont get me wrong, I still do, but I'm more open to other prospects now.